So life has been going on like normal, I don't have any real fun stories to share with the world, I mean sure I have fun with people but that's all normal. I get along well with the new people and make food when I feel like it, like I made a pumpkin pie and ravioli the other day when I had time. I might make something this weekend or sometime soon but I haven't decided much.
I've been talking to my sister because I think I may like someone well ok think is a bad word of course I do, but I'm not really sure if its worth it. I mean I haven't decided if I want to stay here forever or not and of course if I do then it is fine to go out with someone but if I decide to leave then its not. I mean people tell me to live in the moment and don't worry about the future so much but I mean I think you need to think about both. There are times to appreciate the present and times to think about the future. I mean there is also the fact that he might like me. (And for the record this is not the boy form 6 years ago we are different people and we are not going to be a thing, friends of course but not more.) Who knows I'm just gonna let things be. Get through the next month and then sort of have more free time as the winter comes. I am excited because as of Nov. 2nd we don't have any more schools so hopefully I will have more time to do the things I want, like study German, type up my story, cook, explore the forest and what not.