It's interesting, this time is harder to leave then it was the first time. Don't get me wrong, but I didn't really miss anyone sure there were times I thought of people and wished they were around but it never really effected me. But being home for 7 weeks has made me realized how much I have actually missed people and being in the city. But it works the other way too, I haven't really missed anyone from Germany while I have been home. I have thought about them and talked to them but haven't completely missed them. I am excited to go back but in the same way I was excited to visit Chicago. I know I have talked about how I don't know what I am going to do when my contract is up and I really thought coming back would give me the answer but it has only made it harder. I thought I would come back and if I hated being home and missed Germany a lot then that would be my answer and if I didn't miss Germany then that would be my answer but the problem is neither one of those happened so I am in the same place I am in before. I don't know what will end up happening but I know for now I will miss home and be leaving home only to go home and enjoy being home.
Tonight is my last night in Chicago probably as most of you read this I will be in route to Germany. It feels weird I no longer feel like either places is completely my home. It is interesting to think about it and it is hard in a way too. I think oh tonight is my last night in my bed, but oh boy I can't wait to get back to my bed [in Germany]! And aww man I have to say bye to Simba (my cat) but I cannot wait to see Gizmo! And man I am going to miss my friends but I can not wait to see my German friends.
It's interesting, this time is harder to leave then it was the first time. Don't get me wrong, but I didn't really miss anyone sure there were times I thought of people and wished they were around but it never really effected me. But being home for 7 weeks has made me realized how much I have actually missed people and being in the city. But it works the other way too, I haven't really missed anyone from Germany while I have been home. I have thought about them and talked to them but haven't completely missed them. I am excited to go back but in the same way I was excited to visit Chicago. I know I have talked about how I don't know what I am going to do when my contract is up and I really thought coming back would give me the answer but it has only made it harder. I thought I would come back and if I hated being home and missed Germany a lot then that would be my answer and if I didn't miss Germany then that would be my answer but the problem is neither one of those happened so I am in the same place I am in before. I don't know what will end up happening but I know for now I will miss home and be leaving home only to go home and enjoy being home.
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