So I'm a little later at posting this but I think it worked out because I have something really interesting to post about. Yesterday, Friday the 25th was my second weekend not working at my restaurant job, but it was the first weekend I wasn't working and had nothing to do (well I had stuff I could've done like chores and such but I didn't). I met up with a friend Friday evening and we actually went to the restaurant to eat. I know it may sound bias because I worked there but I actually like the food and I missed eating it. So anyway we went and it was weird because I was used to working during that time and now I was on the other side. Later on I went back to say Hi to the guys and it really hit me how much I missed working. It was funny one of my old co-workers said "You complained about having to work and now you miss working" and I thought but isn't that how it always is. You don't miss something until you don't have it?
I went on thinking later that evening about how I'm probably going to miss working at all my jobs, even the university, as much as I hate it. But I don't think its not the job I'd miss as much as the people I get to work with that I'm going to miss. I think of all the people I work with that I enjoy being around and each one of them hold a special place in my work life. Like Victor always there making me laugh and not quit on the spot, and how he laughs at my youth and says one day I'll learn, or me and Angle make fun of each other, or Oscar going off about the student workers. The guys from the restaurant laughing at me for the way I work, and Pasqule going "I wanna go home". Wolfgang murmuring about all the up coming events and getting the schools mixed up. Its all these little things and all the people I get to work with that I am going to miss.
So the past couple days have been the days I am sad about leaving but know that'll it will all be ok because I will have fun in Germany and have just as cool co-workers there. And I'll be ok because I need to go out and find where I belong, because even though I love working with these people it doesn't seem to fit me. Its funny I heard "Go the Distance" from Hercules recently and it hit me that that's my life right now. I will go the distance until I find where I belong. I know what I am going to do in life but I don't know where I am going to do it. I can cook anywhere I just have to find my place. So I've decided this song is going to be my back ground music for now and the song to start off my trip!
I went on thinking later that evening about how I'm probably going to miss working at all my jobs, even the university, as much as I hate it. But I don't think its not the job I'd miss as much as the people I get to work with that I'm going to miss. I think of all the people I work with that I enjoy being around and each one of them hold a special place in my work life. Like Victor always there making me laugh and not quit on the spot, and how he laughs at my youth and says one day I'll learn, or me and Angle make fun of each other, or Oscar going off about the student workers. The guys from the restaurant laughing at me for the way I work, and Pasqule going "I wanna go home". Wolfgang murmuring about all the up coming events and getting the schools mixed up. Its all these little things and all the people I get to work with that I am going to miss.
So the past couple days have been the days I am sad about leaving but know that'll it will all be ok because I will have fun in Germany and have just as cool co-workers there. And I'll be ok because I need to go out and find where I belong, because even though I love working with these people it doesn't seem to fit me. Its funny I heard "Go the Distance" from Hercules recently and it hit me that that's my life right now. I will go the distance until I find where I belong. I know what I am going to do in life but I don't know where I am going to do it. I can cook anywhere I just have to find my place. So I've decided this song is going to be my back ground music for now and the song to start off my trip!
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